IAmSlowlyGoingCrazyOneTwoThreeFourFiveSixSwitch!

I am going to Haiti this summer.

And I just applied to a 10 week practicum in Uganda for next summer.

And I'm starting to think maybe working with some sort of Not-For-Profit organization in developing countries for the rest of my life is a great idea.

And I am hoping to take 2 courses this summer online, and teach myself.

And I'm considering taking 6 courses next year, each semester.

What am I thinking!?

For some reason, I am, all of a sudden, super motivated again. This usually happens right after I come back from Haiti. I don't know what the deal is!

Yet I am sitting here writing this blog instead of doing my homework... Crazy!

I miss my family. I realized this week, I won't be with them for Easter. I am really sad about it. I miss out on so many family events now. I know there are people who will be having Easter SOMETHING that I will be able to join. But it will be very different.

 

It feels like spring to me already. Maybe that is why I am so motivated and looking towards the future. Flowers are coming up. We have days of pouring rain, and then the sun will come out and surprise me. It is beautiful. I am playing music more. I have been out and about more, with and without friends.

 

I have been cooking and baking like mad lately!!! I even cooked a Haitian meal! Just the basics, but it tastes like "home". I can't wait to go back to Haiti. It will be different again this time, in so many ways. Growing pains are the hardest and most beautiful things.

 

 

So many things to think about, so much future to figure out. I sometimes wonder what I am doing! My choices don't make sense! They are not responsible OR logical!!! Am I crazy for still making the decisions I make??

Probably. But whatever. When I need friends, when I need money, when I need to belong, God provides exactly what I need at the right time. So I'll just keeping bumbling along, making my crazy decisions.

Love!